complicatedme

it's a happy dayy =)))

2005-04-04T00:56:00.000-07:00

hi pple!! 1st thing 1st.. my com crashed on me.. which means i cant online noww.. im at clara's house noww.. wad happened to my com?? really sad and angry!! =(( and sorry to pam and fiona.. cos they gotta finish up e ppt themselvess.. so i doubt i'll be online as often now.. cos no one wants to take e initiative to fix the com la..

alritess.. south div cf just ended.. last weekend. it was.... kinda dead. maybe cos it's brownies or sth liddatt.. but i think everything's nort really very well-prepared.. alot problems cropped up.. debrief.. it was okay la. and we didnt sleep tat nite. ehx.. we only slept fer 45 mins.. but i was really tired when i woke up.. but e stars at nite wasss.. superr nice!! tho there was this satellite which was really bright.. and hy insisted tt it was a star. dont disappoint her. whahahs. e moon wasnt there.. but i love e starss.. hehx. nx time should organise a stayover camp just to look at cedar's sky and starss.. =)) and we had debrief e nx dayy. it was long.. 2h+ i really hope everything we said will make a diff in their lives.. and somehow will leave an impact on themm.. and we'll see a fresher, better batch which will make us feel proud of them!! yayss.. >.<

anw.. we received our mid yr schedule.. everything is almost packed within a week's time.. okiess. it's time to be a full time nerd. if nort i'll flunk e papers this time.. oh wells.. is tt possible? i'll try hard.. =_ and e last paper is on 10th may.. yays! can relac a lil' after tt at leastt.. but since we're having our prelims... bet e whole june hols will be used up on revision and more pai-ing la. sec 4 life. sighs. ohh. and after mye.. can finally concentrate on cf le!! yeahh~ wohoo! hope we can perfect our dance and gateway by then.. cos we seriously dont want e last cf to be a flop.. hurhurx. we can do it. i noe we can! and we will!! =))))

alrites.. i dont noe when will be my nx update.. but im gonna miss all my friends out there.. and takkaire pple!! see ya and love u guys!! *hugs and muacks*

replies to taggies:

pingsiew: heyhey!! *waves excitedly* woahh.. i got a shock when i saw u here. -freezes- i didnt noe u online-ed. hahax.. see ya gurl!! takkaire!! =))

gurlinurclass:yar!! they're really cute.. but very mischievous too.. ran all over e school la.. hahax.. see ya in our cf okaes!! *nodding* okie! set den! =PP

malita: hey!! e sleepover was fun okies!!!! and e stars were.. woahh~~ hahax.. dont jealous la. we'll have tt camp really soon. hehx. filled wif jielun songss.. and craze over him.. whhahas!! yayss =)) and sad thing la.. com crashed on me.. stupiak!! -helpless- btw.. thanks fer e stupid trick tt dae arh!!! hahax.. okies. everyone was happy and living happily ever after. -shrimp- thankew worss!! =))

maid's ouxiang: hahax.. NO los. i wont send e invitation over to u. u all sneak into e cf urself. hahax. bu4 shu4 zhi1 ke4.. hahax.. and u dont go there to nuts around okies!! u go there to play and get e atmosphere high~!! byess!!

nothot: ahhh.. my com crashed.. and i cant online.. =(( see ya!!

hush baby dont ya cryy
cos everything's gonna be alrite.. =))

tmr's e bigg dae =|

2005-03-31T05:09:00.000-08:00

alrites. finally blogger is workingg. yays! =) anww.. it's really a happening week..

1stly.. our south div cf is TMR!!!!! omg. superr excited yet worry yet nervous yet looking forward. hehx. yeahh.. mixed feelings la. hope there wont be a single drop of rain.. and even IF there is.. must stop by 6pm!!!! everything's gonna be alright =)) and i hope e atmosphere would be nort too bad tmr.. but i have a hunch tt e brownies wont sing.. oh. and i suddenly rmb i havent gort ready fer my guides u. dance costume. pyjamas and toiletries.. yays! we're sleeping over tmr.. and im getting excited over it. fer no apparent reason.. hahax.. lalalala~ =P

next.. i hate this stupid news. our prelims are counted now. like wth la!!!??! at first we were told there were no first 3 months.. so all of us started making plans.. to make up our nerve-wrecking pia-ing dayss.. and we were sooo proud to be e first batch to enjoy all these.. BUT now. they're saying wadeva changes they made are INvalid alreadyy. oh manxx. i really hate this la. esp when ~~cedar prelims are superrrr diff~~ and it's unfair actually. cos other schs papers are easierr.. stupiakk!! and this also means we cant start pia-ing only at august.. must start much earlier cos it's e same as taking o's la... argh!!! irritating! im darn pissed and irritated over this issue. dont.tok.bout.it.anymore. -rolls eyes-

okiesss.. wad else is there to say?? oh manx. i cant wait fer sch to end tmr. hu in e right mind will be in e mood to study when it's campfire? rite rite? hahaxx.. and wohoo~!! i wont be going fer am remedial!! nort cos im finally out of it. but im just excused. hahx. sad rite? but at least i wont have to be late fer guides again.. =)) den we can tie e gateway earlier and get everything done earlier!! and we'll live happily after tt. hahax. okiess.. gtg. im tired. =)) seee ya pple! and gimma all ur luck!! *kidnaps ur lady luck* takkaire!! =))

i just want u to know.
i found a reason fer me.
to change hu i used to be.
to start over aneww.
and e reason is yewww. =))

finall dance prac!!

2005-03-28T06:12:00.000-08:00

*4 more days to comee_____]]

wohoo~ it's e final dance prac fer south div. and everyone came. like woah! first time i think? hehx. we finally confirmed everything todae!! formation. position. starting & ending. yeas. im getting excited yet worried. hahx. and yayss!! *cheers loudly* im dancing wif val. lucky nv change arh. if nort i *bish!* pple! hahax. no la. im sucha gentle gurl.=) but e bad thing is. we're dancing near barker scouts. eeks. anyone wants to change wif us?? pls inform us asap!! =P

yays. sec4s going fer canoeing course. hehx. while others doing things like drills etc. hurray!!! but there's 2 session only. nvm. it's good enuff. =))) hope i dont get burnt manx. which will most prob happen. >.< color="#333333">attitude. really los. she claimed tt we werent interested in her video clips and just fast forwarded e whole thing. stupiak. and she's like threatening to kick us outta e class if we nv do her work. sighs. she's changing alot. dunnoe why oso.

okies. im nort supposed to be online. but since i gotta do e new seating arrangement fer lum lum. so i excused myself here!! hahax. okies. i've gort nth much to say todae. but i wont be blogging as usual. perhaps once in weekdays. hahax. see ya pple!! =))

//it's all about euu___
it's all about euu babe~\\

hush baby dont u cry. cos everythin' gonna be alrite=)

2005-03-27T02:38:00.000-08:00

wahh.. so fast. t2wk2 is starting tmr... sighs. time really flies manx.. getting older and older.. and my memory is failing me. oh! but im proud of myself cos i studied fer geo test in e morning! *3 cheers!* i've studied harder than i did fer e agriculture test. so hope i dont fail this time mann. im still sad over tat stupiak test. nvm. at least my brain still retains some info. hahx. just like infiltration. retains part of e water in e soil but some flows into e river. hehx. so when i study too much. tt's when e drainage basin overflows and flooding will occur! cannort! flooding will take lives and destroy settlements.. hahx. too much of geo results in me lobstering. nahh. i forgot im shrimp. hahax. =PP

nx week is another hectic one fer me. stupiak. oh wells.. since when am i free? hahx. im a big blind womann aniwaes.. =P and speech day's coming. eeks. cos i dont wanna see tt particular person. hahx. huii and hy should noe hu. she's disgusting. hehx. nvm. speech day supposed to motivate us. cos all the A1 freaks are coming back. hahax. hope i can stand on e stage and received tat award nx yr too!! =PP hahx. im thinking too much. yeah, i noe tat. -bleahx-

okies.. replies to taggies now!!

gurlinurclass: really arh? 27? okies.. im blur-red la. hahax. dont blame my pea-brain!! and wad's ur link?? u nv tell me.. how i noe?? hahax... gimme ur link!! *muacks*
maid: hahx. i'll pass u ur 100US dollars soon. really soon. so dont make so much noise!! hahax. and i guess it's too late fer me to go mavis now. cos u dont expect them to teach me right from e start. stupiak! but im really worried over my am. it's superrr weak. nvm.. i'll jia you de!! =))
dhilshad: thanx fer say saying our gateway rockks. hahax. but pls dont climb wif ur stockings nx time. later e splinters spoil ur stockings and we dont have $$ to pay u.. hahax! see ya in sch! =PP
sining: yeps. welcome and u better feel honoured. hahx. takkaire! >.<

every problem has its solution.
crying doesnt help in any way.
wad's more important is
to look into e problem
and find out wads wrong wif it.
i'll nv let yew go.

i miss skool. >.<

2005-03-26T02:45:00.000-08:00

dum dum dee dee dum dum~ okies. i dunnoe wad to blog about. hehx. oh! last nite was..exciting. yeahs. y? everyone was toking bout their own *ahem* hahax. me, pang, mj and val. though in diff conver.. but it was farnehh. and everyone was getting high~ fer some reasons la. hahax. it's just superrr fun and nicee to talk to them esp when we're all in e same boat. hahx. wadeva. i noe alot of yu are blur-red. =P

i went out just now to get presents. yeps. one fer chilli and one fer huii. her bdae's coming. and i dont wanna rush sth out at e last minute. oh! april's coming!! and it's freaking irritating. cos alot bdae gurls during this month. i have at least 10 pple on my list okies!! hahax. and im bet im gonne be broke. soon. =P nvm.. den those hu received my wonderful presents.. better gimme on 0206 okies!! hahax. i noe im bhb. -bleahx-

and thanks sining fer telling me tat our dance and gateway can make it. even though we have like..6 days left? hahax. i noe we can make it de!!! erms.. i think so? hehex. u can make it as a gd vice-chair too! i'll be ur table den. hahax. btw.. pple!! south div' campfire 2005 [royal enchantment] is just 6 days away from us. nearing really soon!! excited? hahx. u better say yeshhhhh!!! *stares hard* tho it's only teeny punyy brownies this time round.. but let's all jia you bahh!!! *gambatte! we can do it!!!*

btw.. thanks fer all the tags.. continue flooding it pls!! thanks!!

replies to taggies:

chilli: yeps!! im looking forward to e day when am is really chicken feet to me!!! but i bet i'll *** before i reach tat stage arh. hahax.=P
gurlinurclass: yeah.. thank u thank u!!! hope to see u during our cf on may 27 okies?? or issit 28? im blur la. hahax..
maid: heyy!! nv greet ur mum before u speak!! no manners arh! hahax. fer tat, i'll DOCK ur pay!! whahas. so u're left with only 100 us dollars.. and i'll only give it to u when im happy!! so dont bother me anymore!! whahahs.. yeah.. wmc is badd. alwaes telling us how cute & pretty she is. omg. and heard tat ur am very good arh??? u better help me when i need help okies!!! but too bad i dont take bio.. cant help u!! nvm. i'll add ur pay so tat u can go fer bio tuition!! hahax. tt is ONLY if u behave well. hahax. takkaire maid!!
hy: yar. im nort only praising e design. im praising e pple hu made it successful too! whahahs.. u rawk gurl!! *muacks!*

i lurve u. u lurve me.
we're one bigg family.
can u see tat wideeee smile of mine?
*happy kidoo____]]

lalala~ im boredd.

2005-03-25T02:59:00.000-08:00

woots. 2nd entry of the dae.

yays!! i added the links.. alrites.. hu ever i've missed.. pls inform me. i'll add nx time. im just too lazyy. hahax. okies.. back here.. i wanted to plan fer my intensive amaths revision just now.. yeah. my ever worst super duper darn bl**dy lousy weakest subject. ive decided to start right from da scratch. meaning.. read my superr neat and looks-untouched textbook and cover the topics from sec3 onwards. think i'll prob die before i complete them. cos my am is simply horrigible and terrigible. did i mentioned i failed my class test..again. sigh. this time it's on differentiation. im quite confident bout it actually. but guess due to the lack of time.. carelessness and stuffs..tt's why i failed. and lum lum had to read out e failures. stupiak. okies.. den i realised.. there's only 4 or 5 weeks to midyrs. den i rote down all the topics fer mid yrs. excluding languages la. hahax. how many? about 75 topics.. or maybe even more. cos the syllabus nort completed yet. oh yeahs. tell me how am i supposed to squeeze everything up in tat pea brain of mine? sigh. stupiak. but e tot of taking mye in mph.. sorta makes me feel excited. yet nervous. cos it's freezing cold up there. and wif all the irritating scholars around.. superr stressing. hahx.

hmms.. im missing them. how?? nvm.. i'll get to see them soon. really soon. hahax. alrites.. im going off. my eyes are tired. takkaire peeps!! *winks*

replies to taggies:

dhilshad: arloes.. =)
jiawen: stupid womann la. hahax. i miss ya. i still dont wanna change seats. irritating la!
malita: hi 'maid'!!! okies.. im supposed to thank u and ur ou xiang rite? hahax.. thank you loads!!! ^-^
gurlinurclass: hahax.. no need to rite ur name la. i noe hu u are anw.. hahax.. ur dance rawks!! really.. *envious* hahax.. wohoo!! see ya babe!!
chilli: thanks fer e chocs and letter!! =)

my shattered soul. hu's there to piece them back?
hafta admit. my obsession wif ya.
im infested wif ya.

2005-03-25T01:36:00.000-08:00

yays!! im finally here to blog!! extremelyyy busy over the week.. and there's loads to blog bout. okies.. here i go. =)

camaraderie-the spirit of togetherness.
wohoo!!!! leaders' invest. '05 was a HUGE success!! yays! e atmosphere was great!! everyone was screaming and cheering like mad.. really happy bout it. cos all of us gave our best shot. and our efforts were worth everything. all the scoldings, rehearsals and stuffs.. hahax. feeling relieved tat it's over.. but at e same time.. sad. cos it's the last time. sigh. everything seems to be the last time fer us. shoo sad.. nvm.. it's e process tt's more impt. =P heys.. i love psl and pc item e most. psl skit was farnehh.. esp lilin and gang. cos they're like super enthu. hahax. and their dance was nice. yeah. same song as our sec4 dance. but the steps are diff style. pc dance! it's really nice and good.. considering e fact tat they came up wif it in a week's time. including coordination. great job!*thumbs up* it made me reflect on sth.. sigh. more than 3 months already and we cant even coordinate well. the exco dance was oso good. hot and sexay~ made me feel inferior la. cos it seems like out sec4 dance aint tat great afterall. hahx.

oh! we completed our gateway already!! yays! *claps* we tried twice this week and we nearly die-ed. too tired. hahx. at least it was quite stable and strong la. hope it wont collapse on e actual day. hahax.. *touch wood* and i love e design. better than last yr's. oops. but i think its true la. hurhurx. and we're buying new spars and manila ropes!! yeah.. like finally. at least our structure will look nicer and better. but e problem is.. wad bout transportation? e spars are like more than 3m long.. perhaps a lorry will do. hahax. and we're running outta ropes!! manila ropes urgently needed! and our dance.. erms.. dont really seem prepared at all. bet it looks messy and terrible from far. we're lacking of coordination!!! pple.. pls go fer the practices.. cos quite alot changes will be made every session.. so if ya miss.. pls go check it out. if nort u'll be blur-red. and i havent got my costume. stupiak. wadeva.

okies.. i'll continue after this.. oh! and take note.. i noe there's only 3 links in my bloggie. i'll link da rest soon.. cos im too lazy.. but i swear i'll link u pple soon! *muacks!* byes!!

great ccampfire.

2005-03-20T01:59:00.001-08:00

heyss!! the cf yesterdae was greatt!! *claps* their theme was sirius.. reminds me of harry potter.. oh! the gateway was super impressive. sphere shape okies.. and it was really stable. wont collapse de. hahax. oh! we saw ada there! she applied fer scouts venture. and she's their ma'am now. hahx. but it's zai okies. perhaps i'll apply to be one nx time. she said they didnt sleep e nite before cos of e gateway. so there's alwaes a price to pay. =) the atmosphere was really good. one of the best ive ever seen! yeps.. but the emcees were too soft. couldnt make out wad they were toking. and the av system was bad. to think they had a dj wif them. he must be slacking away. hehx. >.< and their refreshments were nort badd. wahh! the drinks were superr nice!! sweet and cold! unlike alot diluted de.. hahax. so overall.. efforts commendable!! *3 cheers!!* yays. but!!! i would like to tell everyone of u out there... tt zhong hua scouts are just a despo bunch. they're downright disgusting. *pukes. yuckss!!* their scout master sent them to get guides' no. so there was this gp of puny scouts who came to our table. they asked fer our no. so we played along wif them.
'
why do u want our no?'
'our scout master wants it.'
'wad's e reason?'
'cos he say he wanna make friends' *take note! his friend whispered so loudly cos their scout master is just a despo freak.. hahax!*
'okies. we'll give u den. but dont tell them it's fake.'
'okies. we wont la. thanks'

hahax.. so we gave them fake no and fake name. so tat they wont 'tekan' by their scout master. poor thing. after tat. all of them came asking fer our no. so we gave all the fake no and fake names. i dont get it. they could have anyhow rite sth down and hand it up rite? hahax. farnehh.but i hereby conclude tat scouts are just desperate pple. esp zhong hua ones. sick.

i went town wif da jie just noww. she wanted to buy sb. and tempted me to buy too. after tat.. she wanted to continue shopping. but i had to come home first. alot of unfinished work.. yeps. but the bus ride home seems sooo long. more than e usual 30 mins i think? oh! sth malu-ating to share wif all of ya. hahx. i took 155 to tp yesterdae. but i was too tired and the journey was too long. so i slept on e bus. den i slept until so sweet.... we reached interchange already but i didnt noe. until this woman came and tap me and i freaked out. den i looked around blur-ly. and ran down the bus cos i was afraid the bus driver will ~~slam~~ his door on me. hahax. superr malu lar. den after the cf. me,clara and huii took 8 home. we were suppposed to alight at clara's hse but we were all sleeping. too tired already. den when we woke up.. realised we missed the bus stop! so clara jumped out and ran down the bus immdiately. the worst thing was.. i was asking 'huh? where are we?' and i ran after clara. hahx. stupiak. malu-ated myself 2 times a day!! *hides face*

tmr having full dress leaders' invest rehearsal. tt means i gotta get ready the costume. i wonder wad are e others wearing. heard cca leaders wearing white and red? i dunnoe. but i have e feeling tat it'll be darn messy tmr. badd. and *she* will scream at us again. okies. maybe nort us. but others.. sighs. hope everything turns out right.. =) okies. i still have alot of work to do... see ya!! byes!

abscence makes e heart grow fonderr. right? or left? =)

great ccampfire.

2005-03-20T01:59:00.000-08:00

conflicts...

2005-03-18T21:28:00.000-08:00

wheee! im back from sch and chiong-ing fer cath high cf later. yeps. i went to sch at 8am todae. i was ON time lar. but.. everyone else was late. =( stupiak. so i dozed off in e canteen. and finally hy, val, emme and huii arrived. like half an hour later la. they camped over at emme's house. and nv call me along.=( hahx. so we waited... and waited...hoping tat the rest will come soon. but in the end. only 10 of us were there. so we couldnt do our gateway den. irritating. made me so excited over it and in e end.. we gotta change our plan. so we decided to dance. oh yeahs. fer about 2 hours. i only danced twice. but ehh.. others were slacking oso okies? we were too lethargic and lazy to get our butts moving. boo. so we slacked.. slept.. crapped.. till 12+. den decided to go home. wash up and meet later. hahx. so early la. 4pm at tp. and ive nort prepared my guides u yet. howw? hopefully i can find all my badges and stuffs. they alwaes go missing everywhere.bleahx.

aniweas. i really cant stand it anymore. we're alweas the one doing all the work. planning and carrying things out. the preparation work is enuff to kill. but the rest cant seem to be bothered. we even msged every single one of them bout the meetings. but they didnt turn up in the end. they're nort part of us.. or wad? it's alwaes the same few pple.. while those hu really needs help are those who ponned the meetings. like wad's their problem la. treating us like some idiots. to think we were so nice and understanding. irritating. sometimes i just wish ~~they were nort part of us in e first place.~~ they just cause more troubles fer us. *nods head frantically* but wait! im only referring to certain pple only. of course nort to my darling friends.. cy.. wr..etc. but just try to make it fer the meetings nx time yar? okies. wadeva. forget wadeva u read beforehand. im just letting things out. blahhs. =P butt.. more conflicts are going on lar. kinda worried cos it'll only split us up. it's nort worth it. falling out just cos of some minor conflicts. agree? it's nort easy fer us to come till this stage. it takes more than 3 yrs to do so.. and i bliff there'll be a loooong way to go.. pple. pls stop dao-ing each other.. and stay as united as ever!!!! bleahx. easier said than done. i noe la. hahx. be friends foreva and neva will we forget one another!!! =))okies.. i gotta prepare myself ler. if nort i'll be late again. see ya! and i'll blogg bout the cf later!! tata!! *muacks*

oh yar!! CHILLI!!! if u're reading this.. i wont be able to make it online tonite.. kinda tired after all the toking marathon.. hahx. i'll meet ya tmr in the afternoon if u can make it yar?? if u cant.. den inform me. =)) see ya!! i'll miss ya and i noe u will miss me even more. hahx. dont miss me too much worrs! >.< *waves*

euuu and me. it will alweas be.

town-ing =)

2005-03-18T07:00:00.000-08:00

jiawenn simply rawks moi world. =)

we went out todae.again. hahax. okies. i was supposed to sleep earlier last nite but i didnt even feel tired when it was already 4am. so the result is tat... i overslept todae. supposed to meet at 1pm but i woke up pnly at 12.30. so we met later. but.. i was still late. sorry sorry! i noe im really sloww.. but cant help it. hahx. so we were at town. and jw almost saw tat person hu she doesnt wanna see. phews. we managed to hide ourselves. bet tat was malu-ating manx. but nvm. so we took neoprints at cine and far east. superr nice!! hahax. of course. the pple hu took it rawks. so the photos turned out nice as well. hehx. bhb bleahx. den we both bought tat bag in far east. it's really nice. and better than e one in taka. =)) yeahs. so we mite end up carrying e same bag out nx time>.<

eeks. mr chiang came to tok to me online todae. and he started the conversation wif wuyunqian. stupid. i dont like pple to call me by full name la. darn rude lar. irritatting. and he's foreva crapping. but ive gort nth to crap wif hims. hahax. yays. finally having 2nd session of gateway tmr. *cheers* but it's sooo early. 8am. and i've gort catholic high cf after tat. think many sec4s going this time. like finally. hope it'll be nice. since their gateway skills are superbb. but i still rmb their fire got outta hand last yr. it was 'over-flowing'. should have ask me to help them control it la. den i'll help them add more kerosene. hahx. im meann... bleahx. okies.. i gtg. see ya pple!! takkaire! *muacks*

replies to taggies:

cy: yeps.. jiawen helped me wif the tag boardd.. but the rest i do myself de!! hahax.. see ya gurl!! *winks*
jw: womann! u nv flood my board lar u. to think i spam-med ur bloard with sooo much efforts. anw.. the ce project bloggie rawks. thanx loads! *muacks*
chilli: hahx. how can i ever have more rest? nvm. but i was still nort really tired even tho it was 4. hahax. but u had more rest than me. stupiak! hahax. takkaire!!! =))
thegirlinurclass: arloes!!! but hu's this? caijing? jasimah? or hu?? tell me okies? hahx. nahh. i was gladd tat she didnt teach la. cos i was almost dozing off there le. but make sure u dont miss wadeva she taught! if nort.. tsk tsk..
xiaomei: heyhey! darn long nv tok to u ler. must link me kaes? hahx. and jia you fer ur O's!! esp chinese! *irene! all e way! jia you! wo yong yuan zhi chi ni!*

u brightned up my lifee. with all ur smiles. laughters. happiness. cheerfulness.
thankew fer everythin'. reallie glad to have ur presence.
neva will i forget those days.. and i noe u wont too. =)

embarrassed yet happie.=)

2005-03-17T04:35:00.000-08:00

wahh. y am i feeling sooo tired todae arh? i nearly ~~dozed~~ off during chem lesson todae la. surprisingly less than 5 pple pon the extra lesson. hahx. 4c is sucha hardworking class. hehx. but ms chng didnt wanna teach. cos she'll hafta spend extra time teaching the absentess again. bleahx. so we said should tell them we're slowed down even more all becos of their fault. whahas. so we did lotsa worksheets. and yar. i forgotten my mole calculations already. im darn weak in tat topic and she's flooding us wif all the equations and stuffs. i couldnt really catch wadeva she was toking. her sentence 'if u still dont understand wad im saying now. tat means u're wasting ur time here.' wahh. struck by tat statement la. i tried my best to follow her. but she's too fast. sads. hope i'll get it rite soon.

okies. im feeling kinda guilty la. cos i ponned monitress meeting. wells. it aint my fault okies? at least i was the only sec4 present at one of the meetings. and i had to handle all the jnrs by myself.me and i. nort easy okies? and.. i attended all meetings before. so i dont think im gonna miss out too much. hehx. okies. it's badd to have sucha mindset. but wells..

so we went town after tat. some pple are just irritating la. building their happiness on others' pain. hahax. direct translation from chi. go figure it out urself. i gort pulled by the rest to watch spongebobs. hahx. cant bliff i actually agreed. the movie was... nort really tat good. it's more like a cartoon previewed on kids central than movie. really. and it wasnt really too farnie. but the kids behind us were luffing their heads off. and i realised. it's the first time i really went out playing after cny. pathetic rite? yar. i was too busy la. since im a big blind womann(da mang ren). hahax. me and jwen were looking for somethings la. she found hers but i couldnt find anything suitable. hahx. oh! den we saw this bag which was quite nice. but it's those carried at one side of the shoulders de. usually bimbos will take tat la. wells. it's nice. but dont wish to be labelled as b*imbo.*points to the right side of bloggie* yeps. but if jw wants us to but it together. i dont mind den.=)

and yiting reminded me of my eyebags todae. 'thanx' arh. felt really sad. i didnt realise it actually. but i think it's really there.and obvious. due to lack of sleep i think? wells.. but it's past my sleeping hours everyday when i sleep. maybe tt's why my body cant adjust to it yet la. ohs. sch is re-opening really soon. sad la. *screams* i dont want!! stupiak! okies.. tired again.. byes peeps!

im sorrie fer wadeva it is. gomenn.
hope u didnt take it to heart. and stay happy.
u're farnehh & cutee.=))

drained.exhausted//

2005-03-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

had dance prac todae! but sadly. it's the same few pple again. like wth. no choice but to coordinate amongst ourselves los. den we tried out in the courtyard. realised how puny and insignificant we were esp when u're standing in the middle of it. nvm. i bet everyone will go craziee when it comes to our dance. cos it simply rawks. =) pple even said it was nice enuff to make one drool okies. *yays* and i realised we havent done gateway yet. tho we only did it once. but i dont have confidence bout it la. wad if it just collapse halfway when everyone is standing on it. choyy! tat will neva happen. pls say tat wif me. >.<>we're stepping down soon and i hate e tot of it. cant bear to and cant put down everything la. sighs. and realised tp is filled wif full of 'guides memories'. yeps. cos we'll alwaes go there together. and lotsa malu-ating incidents took place there too. wells. perhaps i wont go there as often after farewell. cos it'll make me even sadder. i'll miss all of yu. i really will. *cries*

and i saw bd too. nort too bad la. just tat the theme is a lil' too small yeah? could have enlarge it a little and everything will be perfect. oh yeahs. guess they're e most steady dept so far bah. accomplished e most things de. so keep up the gd work pple. =) and other depts.. jia you too. 15 days left to south div cf ler. nort much time left. buck up worss!!!

oh. i finished my zuo wen le. so darn proud of myself. and i completed it within an hour. was too tired to do it la. just hurry get it done and over wif. since han lao shi is coming back to spore tmr. better hand it in if nort sure kenna from her when sch reopens de. oh ya. i hate it when sch reopens. means gotta wake up early. pia fer tests. stay back almost everyday. yeah. tt's sec4 life. stupiak la. leaders' invest comin up really soon. this thur during combined assembly. and our item is reallie.. err.. farnie. yeah. superrr farnie until u can laugh ur heads off. i was actually luffing throughout the reheasal la. yeps. luffing at my stupidness. nvm. but hey. must look out fer our item okies. cos it rawks. hahx. =) okies. till den. tata. takkaire!!!

euu left foorprints behind in my lifee.
happy memories to be kept deep down in me.
neva gonna leave den.
cant get euu off my mindd.

2nd dae of hols

2005-03-14T21:26:00.000-08:00

woots. im backie again. wells.. im really proud of myself. cos i finished amaths, ban yue ji, geography & ss ler! wohoo~! but.. am getting chimmer la. differentiation. and i almost forgotten everything ler. guess am hates me and i hate it bah. *shrugs* but im reallie proud of my ban yue ji. rote a full page on oac '05. okies. i noe im slow but at least i bothered to rite it down yeah?=) it's kinda chim lar.. but again. how chim can my chinese get? =0

oh! im starting to love my dear bloggie more. yeps. so proud of myself and jiawenn!! *u rawk gurl* hahx. else she'll kill me if i didnt give her the credits. am i rite? and dont worry. i'll still love yu as muuuch. i promise. hahax. *muacks* i dont wanna change seats too. stupiak ms ****.. why must she separate us soooo far apart la. irritatin freak. im still angry wif her la. gonna dao her everyday. hehx. term 1 ended le. and term 2 comin soon. i hafta pia all my hw before hols end if nort i'll kenna manx. sighs. mid yrs coming. campfireSS coming. which means.. more stress is piling up. i dont want la.. nvm. yq, jia you worrs. =P

another thing. can someone tell me are we going back on wed? all the gateway & dance pracs as well. im blur now la. and yeah. dance pracs. wad da hell la. alwaes same few pple attending and i dont see the point la. if u're nort interested in the dance. den forget it la. the rest are like putting in so much effort.. while some cant even be bothered la. better nort tell me u're nort dancing on the actual day. i'll make sure i come after u manx. *evil grins* wells.. fer the rest.. jia you!! we can do it!! >.< okies. i think tt's all ler. see ya again. byes!

promises are meant to be kept titely.
dont ever tell me u gonna leave one day.
we rawk da world.

a new start//

2005-03-14T05:26:00.000-08:00

yays!! this is my new blog.. i deleted e previous one cos it has rotted long ago. wells. ive decided to get this one here mainly becos of strong recommendation by -someone- hurhurx. and i was too bored. so ive decided to leave footprints of my memories behind from den on. okies. this sounds like a speech. wadeva it is. thanx fer reading this and add me as ur link if ya want to. takkaire peeps!!